so i opt to get a iud made the appointment, thinking itll be just 5 years and then ill remove it and HE and i can try again for another son..
but when i got to the doctor office,
she told me
that itll be 10 years then ill remove it
10 years..
i KNOW i can remove it anytime i want to, but 10 years ill be 31 and 10 years my son will be going on 11 and in 10 years.. i doubt ill want another child
HE doesnt want anymore children at all! I mean none zoop zip.. christian is enough.
but what about me i want more, kinda, im still confused but 10 years seem like i wont be having any. and why cant HE and i compromise.. just try for one more.. damn! i find myself changing my habits, dreams, and plans to fit him.. i always wanted a house 2kids and a dog, and HE doesnt even like pets...
but it doesnt matter, do it? because if WE dont learn to compromise and find a balance.. WE wont be together in 10 years
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